God Help Me Please was written at a time in my life when a razor blade, mirror and straw and what went with were always in hand. On an average I spent no less than three days without sleep and as many as fourteen, I won. I hate to disappoint you but I am not going to sit here and cry you a river cause I used drugs to the point that I did. Sure, there were plenty of bad times but I used drugs cause I loved it.

God Help Me Please was not a cry for help with my ridiculous addiction to crystal meth. It was a plea for help with Robyn who drove me crazy with her jealousy over Katgrrl. I admit to this much, I did run through Hillcrest screaming Robyn’s name in the middle of many nights. You can just thank God you never woke up to me in my Calvin’s sweeping the gutter in front of your house. Now, digging through your trash… ummmm yeah that was Robyn & I. God Help Me Please was recorded at a studio in the mall, I had just written it early that morning. By the wayside, that is Robyn talking at the end of the recording. I love & adore you Robyn, I miss you terrible, terrible! Hope & pray that you & Peyton are better than well.

One last thing, I am an advocate for the legalization of the sex & drug trades. DON’T MISUNDERSTAND OR READ INTO IT! I am not saying for you to go out and throw your life away to sex, drugs or lol, rock & roll! I just think that no government has the right to decide which vise to outlaw. I don’t currently use drugs but if and when I did decide to, I would, no law or person(s) would keep me from it.